My Bad.
Oops, neglected the poor blog for almost two weeks. And apologies for not visiting and commenting on blogs much lately. My bad, indeed. >.<
Not that I’ve been particularly busy, but when I think of the time I’d need to spend to come up with a proper blog post that I myself would be happy with (ahem..), I’m put off almost instantly. Not to mention being too lazy to edit and post up pictures for pictorial blog posts. *sweat*
I have quite a number of empty draft posts (albeit the fact that my ten fingers are more than enough to count them with, ahem..) waiting eagerly to be filled up. Must find time to do so, hopefully before the year is gone for good. >.<
I wouldn’t say that a lot of things had happened, but there were one or two that had quite a bit of impact on me in quite a eureeka-ish fashion, which cleared away some mental mist and emotional angst that had been clouding me all this while.
I’m slowly seeing some changes in me that I’m quite happy and satisfied with. And I pray that it’s only going to get better.
For all these, first and foremost, there is only God to thank. *solemn* He really gave me only trials that I could bear, and He has been so patient with me despite me getting weaker and weaker in my faith and neglecting Him more and more.. I really don’t know what to say to make it up to Him, He’s been so loving and kind to a lazy, ungrateful and unrepentant me..
Thank you so much, dear Lord, thank you.. I really can’t thank you enough.. *teary-eyed*
Of course, then there are those who were involved, namely my siblings. I shall share more when I find the time.
Ah, reality bites, but life never fails to surprise. And I do mean good and pleasant surprises.
Shingo T says:
Good to hear you are still on the surface of this planet. Was wondering if you were busy these days.
May the good things continue to happen on your end.
Next year will be a even better one!
autumn: soli soli, the lazy bug’s bites were too strong XD thanks shingo, truth to be told, your comments have helped me picked up myself a lot lately, especially this one, “Till then, learn to look forward. The past serves as a reminder of what you should do in future.” it’s even on my facebook description now! XD XD
same to you, shingo, same to you, as well as everyone else =) that said, i expect bad things too, for that’s what life is about also, challenges that help me grow, especially character wise, when i allow them to affect me in the correct channel.
thanks again, shingo! *hugs*
suituapui says:
Life goes on…and it’s best not to look back at the bridges we’re burning. Look ahead instead and work towards making the coming year just as good or even better! Positive thinking – be optimistic! At least, you’ll feel better about things and yourself.!
autumn: haha, thanks stp. i’m naturally a pessimist, positive thinking doesn’t come by easy, not to mention convincing, sigh. and yeah, i’m more often than not bothered by all the bridges i’ve burnt in the past, nothing serious but i took them a tad bit too seriously sometimes, including the way i thought.
i do look ahead with positive vibes, but i always miss out on the work part which in turn welcomed all the negative vibes >.<
zewt says:
sister making changes would be the best… right?
autumn: hmmm, don’t really get you there.. mind rephrasing? XD
Shingo T says:
Uncle Shingo is here to say that he misses reading on what’s going on in the life of the lazyautumn girl.
It’s your blog, you blog as and when you like. But just wanna let you know that I enjoy reading what you write. In general, I prefer reading about people’s feelings as opposed to food blogs and camwhoring. Your life experiences make me relate alot to how I feel. You know, the “oh, I have been there too” feeling.
Glad I have been a minor inspiration for your facebook description. You make my day, girl!
When you grow up to be as old as me, you will be wiser too. Things that used to bother you will no longer matter.
The crisis of today will be the joke of tomorrow.
*Cough cough*
Uncle Shingo
autumn: hahahaha, thanks, uncle shingo (don’t be gold fish uncle ok! XD XD)! *rotfl*
and, your little testimonial here made MY day and is a BIG encouragement for me. i see a little more clearly now what should be the direction of this little blog. my goal is to blog regularly for at least another 10 years wan, ok! XD XD
and yes, you’re right, i’m feeling the truth in what you’re saying already. those little things that used to bother me so much are slowly losing their significance. and pssst, i’m actually just a few years younger than you only lor, sigh. >.<
thank you so much. really.
Shingo T says:
Gosh, you know my age! I guess that means you will be collecting your pension soon. =p
autumn: O.o o.O O.o