Not that I’ve been particularly busy, but when I think of the time I’d need to spend to come up with a proper blog post that I myself would be happy with (ahem..), I’m put off almost instantly. Not to mention being too lazy to edit and post up pictures for pictorial blog posts. *sweat*

I have quite a number of empty draft posts (albeit the fact that my ten fingers are more than enough to count them with, ahem..) waiting eagerly to be filled up. Must find time to do so, hopefully before the year is gone for good. >.<

I wouldn’t say that a lot of things had happened, but there were one or two that had quite a bit of impact on me in quite a eureeka-ish fashion, which cleared away some mental mist and emotional angst that had been clouding me all this while.

I’m slowly seeing some changes in me that I’m quite happy and satisfied with. And I pray that it’s only going to get better.

For all these, first and foremost, there is only God to thank. *solemn* He really gave me only trials that I could bear, and He has been so patient with me despite me getting weaker and weaker in my faith and neglecting Him more and more.. I really don’t know what to say to make it up to Him, He’s been so loving and kind to a lazy, ungrateful and unrepentant me..

Thank you so much, dear Lord, thank you.. I really can’t thank you enough.. *teary-eyed*

Of course, then there are those who were involved, namely my siblings. I shall share more when I find the time.

Ah, reality bites, but life never fails to surprise. And I do mean good and pleasant surprises.

It’s a beautiful Saturday afternoon. Here I am, all alone in the house, savouring all the peace this quietness has to offer. It’s a great feeling, this feeling of being all with myself at home.

In a few hours the skies would darken. In fact, it already has, with the sun hiding behind hovering grey clouds. A gentle breeze is blowing outside, tree branches swaying in accordance with the wind’s soft touch.

It’s a whole different feeling all together, the day bathed in sunlight, and the night hidden from its rays. One gives the feeling of hope, where time seems to stretch into oblivion, as if there’s time for everything; the other signals an ending, where the day seems to end one second too soon, and it’s time to tidy up, rest and be prepared to face another day.

It is on afternoons like this that I tend to sit quietly in my chair and watch some movies or dramas, or just do nothing. Of which I would regret later for not using the time to tie off loads of loose ends, i.e. work, personal matters, plans, etc… Oh well, I’m learning to take it one at a time while crossing my fingers and telling myself that it’s a good thing. >.<

There are a lot of things on my mind. There always have been, after all, I’m the type that thinks too much for my own good. For anyone’s good, for that matter. >.< I'm tempted to blog them all out right here and now.

*struck by the blue screen of death*

I hate Windows Vista.

I also hate Internet Explorer 7. Never bothers to automatically save my opened tabs for me. #@!&#$^&@!!!

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It’s a sign. *dramatic background music*

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I want to get myself a watch.

What a morbid way to begin a blog’s first post.

Okay, so it’s September 9, 2009, or better known as 09/09/09, the perfect and absolutely memorable date to do something, to start something. And it has the fortunate honour of having yours truly launch a blog on this very day!

Yay.

Yeah, it’s another new beginning for me, which is not quite surprising because I’ve had tons of new beginnings. I have this itsy-bitsy problem of persevering, of continuing the effort once I’ve started something… Well, alright, it’s a serious problem for me. Therefore, if I’m still updating this website, this very blog, diligently even after half a year, I’d be owing myself an extremely big favour.

I don’t have a clear direction for this website or blog yet. For the moment, my only intention is to earn extra money from blogging. *big grin*

As such, I’ve totally run out of things to write. Which is also an excuse for me to pen off now because I’m too lazy to think of anything solid to write about…

Whatever. Good night.